Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Ekev עקב : Confrontation with Self

In parshas Ekev Moshe harangues the nation concerning the forty year path that they've been on, specifically about the travails and the manna. He explains that the reason for the two of them was so HaKadosh baruch Hu would know what is in their hearts and whether they will keep the mitzvahs or not (see Devarim 8:2-6). In this there is an aspect of the Talmudic aphorism that a man is known by his cup [of wine], wallet, and anger (בשלושה דברים אדם ניכר: בכוסו, בכיסו, ובכעסו) (Eruvim 65). The nation is assured that if they keep the mitzvahs that good things in general will happen to them. There are specific blessings as well such as health, financial prosperity, and nice children, particularly in the Holy Land.

The angry words of the children of Israel; when pursued by the Egyptians to the Red Sea and when they had no water; were focused on death and dripping with hatred of heaven. For example were there not enough graves in Egypt that you took us into the desert to kill us and our children. While this parsha does not mention intoxication we have the enthusiastic making of the golden calf and its worship. There is also the offering of a strange fire by Nadav and Avihu in what would seem to be a state of euphoria.

The Chumash links the manna with the miracle that the clothing of the people not only did not wear out during there travels but continued to fit them as they grew from children to adults. In other words they had all of their physical needs taken care of. They were effectively rich and could spend their time as they saw fit. As a result There was no need to gather the manna on Shabbos, gathering sticks on Shabbos, or chasing after the quails. The reason they committed these sins was because of a deep seeded materialism.

The Sforno explains "to know what's in your heart - it should be, that what is in your heart should come out in action". The Rabanu Bachai comments that one of the virtues of the manna was that they were able to intellectually understand the ideal (מבין במושכלות על השלימות). If it is possible to say Hashem finds out what is in our hearts when we recognize what the truth really is, how we actually feel, and express it in our words and deeds. Based on this we learn what is our attitude to toward Torah and mitzvahs. Do we believe there are consequences for their neglect or do we hold them in contempt?

Just like the wandering of the children of Israel in the desert for forty years was a confrontation with truth and self so to is our current exile. There are events that bring to the surface beautiful and meaning ideas which will shower us with blessings. Other times they reveal things hidden in our hearts that are ugly and destructive. We are also given the capacity to recognize the ideal. A wise and righteous individual will choose the good and discard the bad, and at some point we will see that the way of life and the standards of the Torah are in general the best choice. Ultimately we will recognize that Hashem is like a loving father who inspires and rebukes His children. His goal is to bring out the best in them, during their immaturity in the wilderness, while on their way to the land of Israel and the redemption.



 לע"נ מאיר בן חיים ז"ל, אחו של האמה -  כה בתשרי תשנ"ב                   
 
  
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A discussion of revelation of self and truth through good times and bad times. Adon Olam is sung to the tune of Scarborough Fair at 5:59.

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